Latina, Latina

The Latina date texted me today. She wanted to know if I was busy tomorrow.  I have not answered her yet. Why?  Well, I like her and told her, but the response was, "I'm moving, but I like you too."

To me, it was like she was moving next week or so, but she's still here.  Why?  I don't know.

I want love without the BS, you know.  With a booty call, I can kiss a girl and I know not to trust her, even though it's ok to do her.  The reason for my thinking is, when it's a booty, you are not thinking about commitment, speaking to the person again or anything else.  You don't care about the future only the moment for the real raw sexual escape journey you will have with that person.

You are so wrapped up in the moment, you don't care about that person.  You only care about your needs being met. 

After you are done, when you move on without any feelings. 

When you are in a relationship or just dating that person. You want to get to know them.  See what makes them be who they are and planning a future with them.  In a relationship, feelings and emotions are involve; which makes the sex much better.

In a relationship, you must put your guard down.  I know this is hard because I have trouble with this too.  I hate letting person into my little world because I don't want to get hurt anymore.  I just breakdown because when I allow people into my little world of Aliya Leigh,  it means that I can trust you and I understand you.   As I tell people,"I can't trust my own mother, so it will be hard to trust you." 

Trust is so important in a relationship.  When you can't trust that person you are with, you have to use that extra energy to out think them, meaning you always have to see where they are coming from and what they are truly thinking.

I already over think too much, so I hate to think with the girl who I am with.  When you are with someone, they are suppose to make you feel safe and comfort, not trying to second guess a person.

I just want to feel safe in a person's arms, give them sweet kisses and F*&k hard.  

Just thinking about it makes wet.  Kissing, touching, fondling, whispering sweet nothings in my lover's ear and just feeling alive, like a new born baby. 

I don't know what to tell her, but I have to tell her soon. 

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