Dating Game

Hello everyone.  The script is almost ready for the agent. Tomorrow is d day. I am sorry, I have not written on the blog or have done a podcast. I felt I needed to take some time for myself.  I do blog on twitter: @Lesbianlife, so check me out.

Anyway, as you may know, I am in the dating again.  This time, I'm on www.match.com. 

The funny thing about dating (and I don't care if you are straight or gay); but when we are dating, we are still looking for this next best thing, even though, it's not there. 

As humans, it's natural to always be looking and not being satisfied with what you have in front of you.

I met this girl on match.com; well she found me.  She emailed me and I gave her my number because I don't like txting.  We had a first date and yes, I was a dork, but we hit it off.  We went on a date today.  It was cool.

But, that's not the end of it.

Another girl called me from match.com. Now, I really like the first girl, but again, as humans we are never satisfied.  I spoke to second girl and she is a doctor. My parents always wanted me to married a doctor.  But, the problem is, she is fem like me.

For straight people, what I am about to tell you will be weird. "Women with Women can't be in a serious relationship." For Lesbians, you understand what I am saying. 

For straight people,  Female type, like the girly girl type is a woman, in the Lesbian world.  I am fem and proud to be fem. I love wear skirts, dresses, heels and make-up.  Butches or Fe-Butches are not like that.  They are more manly and they mostly take the lead in the relationship.

The doctor seems so nice and she can be a good friend, but I can't see a future with her because Fems don't take the lead. I need to be lead.

At that moment, I realizes that people search and search for that one person to love, but not realizes that the person God give them is right under their nose. 

We are always searching for the most perfect mate in our lives. We search for the image in our minds and try to find that one person.  But, sadly, when can't find that on person, we tend to settle for anything; which is wrong and sad. 

When we get settle for a person who we don't care about, we hurt ourselves and the person we are with. 

We need to date blind.  I'm not talking about wearing blindfold and taking out your eyeballs, but date blind. 

Don't worry about status and how they look because at the mostly crazy times of your life that person may save you from the drama and pain.

I went on a date with a girl. She was cool.  I wasn't dress perfect.  I had a Foo Fighters t-shirt, hat, jeans and sneakers.  She didn't like the way I looked.  She didn't want me and I was ok with that. But, the point is, she could have gain friend, but since she's high and mighty, she will never know. 

We need to judge people from the inside not the outside.  Another example is, my ex-love was so hot, Latina hot.I loved her so much and I still do, but inside she is ugly. 

The bottom line is, we tend to look and look and look, when the person is right standing next to you.  Don't settle and be real.  Reality is not a fairy tale.

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